Sometimes I feel as though God is not there. I feel like He doesn’t care about me. I thought I was His daughter…yes…a Daughter of the King!
But why is my Father ignoring me? Why has He turned deaf ears to me? Am I not Your child, O Lord?
Can you hear me? I’ve been praying and nothing has happened. The hurt is still there.
The memories are still so fresh…it’s almost like everything happened yesterday.
GOD, where are you?!!!
How much longer will I have to endure this pain? I’m not strong enough for this. This hurts so badly!
Lord, why? I’m so angry right now!!!
GOD:
“My daughter, I hear you. Your cries echo loudly in my chambers. I am near to you, as I have always been close to the broken-hearted. I’ve been writing your prayers down in My book. I’ve been collecting your tears in My bottle. You are so precious to me.
I’ve never left your side. Remember, I promised never to leave you! I have not forgotten to be gracious towards you, My Daughter. I am up all night thinking of you because I never sleep. You may not be aware of my presence at times, but I’m there.
I’ve delivered you out of many situations you should not have survived. I’ve fed you and your family when there was seemly nothing to eat. I’ve had people show you favor in your time of need. You’ve been supernaturally favored many times.
Please do not feel as though I’ve left you now. I’m still here. My grace is sufficient for you: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. I love you.”
My sisters, God loves you. Do not give up hope.